If you’re receiving/reading this blog post, it means that you played some role in enabling me to live and work here in Mtatha, South Africa for the past three months. My time has come to an end and I cannot begin to explain what a life changing experience this has been for me and how grateful I am for your continuous love, prayers, and support throughout.
I know I’ve mentioned before that when I first arrived, another volunteer had given me the sound advice of, “don’t come here expecting to change things because you’ll leave disappointed.” I quickly understood what she meant by that as this is a culture which has operated a certain way for years and to change the way one person thinks, responds, acts to situations is profound but to change the way an entire culture thinks? That will take the work and will of MANY and much more time. I have faced several obstacles and challenges along the way trying to improve how physical therapy is administered in order to make their system more efficient, and I have met resistance to change. And as much as I’ve pondered the reasons, the bottom line is South Africa is a unique country with a unique culture of its own and if it does not emulate America, that’s OK. I have tried to lead by example and offer a helping hand (or hands), but my way is by no means the only way and for that matter, not necessarily the best way. I am more aware of that now, and amidst the frustrations, I have grown a deep respect for South Africans as well. I have taken part in their traditions, learned about their culture, and broadened my own mind. I have in my time here met some incredible people and have made wonderful friends, and have memories to cherish forever. I will miss them dearly. So have I changed things? No. But I have come to share a different opinion now three months later of whether one person is capable of making a difference. And will I leave disappointed? Definitely not!
Last month, I treated a boy who had developed a deformity on his right foot from an injury sustained several years prior that had gone untreated. Due to this deformity, the boy’s foot was misshapen and he was unable to wear shoes, walked with a limp, and could not run and keep up with the other boys his age. I set up an appointment with an orthotist after several weeks of aggressive stretching, and had him fitted for a special orthotic that could help correct the deformity and allow him to bear weight on his right foot. I came in the next morning and he came running full speed up to me tugging on my shirt with the biggest grin I had ever seen pointing to his feet. He was wearing his first pair of custom fit shoes and was walking AND running.
One three year old girl who was admitted to the hospital with tuberculosis of the spine laid still in her crib because the TB had affected her trunk stability, sitting balance and she was now unable to walk. I added her to my caseload unsure of the progress we would be able to make but I thought it was worth a shot. She was discharged home 2 months later able to sit, stand, and even walk with NO assistance. I had come to say goodbye when her grandmother had arrived to take her home and when I put her down and had her walk, the grandmother’s eyes welled with tears. The little girl reached her arms out for me and cried when I handed her back to the grandmother after saying goodbye.
Pumeza, another little angel, and the child I have devoted the most time to has made miraculous improvement. When first arriving, she was the quiet child in the corner hospital bed with an expressionless face who had been severely burned and abused by her own parents and then abandoned. After stretching her hips, knees and ankles, she would tear up and cry at first. But quickly she came to know my face and trust what I was doing. One day, as I was stretching her, she just blurted out “hi-five” and I looked over as she was holding her tiny little hand in the air and smiling. She now can also say, “hello Joy,” count to ten in english on her fingers, and sings and plays patty cake. She has not cried in close to a month now from therapy, in fact, she throws her little head back and laughs her head off every time I come work with her. The attention outweighs the pain I guess. She can now independently roll herself in bed from her belly to her back and vice versa, sit up and hold herself upright for a brief period, and can wheel herself around in the wheelchair as well as tolerate sitting for up to 3 hours. A couple weeks ago, I asked a North American volunteer doctor to come assess her with me and when I was leaving, she grabbed my hand with both of hers and wouldn’t let go. I have spoke with two social workers at different orphanages to make a long term plan for her but have faced frustrations there as well. Some don’t want to put the work forth to get her moved or it seems she’s either too young, too old, or wrong diagnosis for the other facilities. It is breaking my heart the thought of leaving her behind not knowing what her outcome will be. But I know she is a happier child knowing somebody loves her.
So no, I have not changed the way people here think, I don’t know if I’ve motivated them to do their job with more compassion, but if I have made a difference in the life of one child, just ONE child, given them hope for a better future, given them function back, allowed them to trust or love someone, then my job here was a success. I have witnessed small miracles in these children and for that, this entire experience has been well worth it.
I have compiled a list below of some of the things I have been able to contribute and accomplish over my time here with YOUR support. Your contributions have made this all possible and I hope you will see as I have that together we have made a difference! Thank you again from the bottom of my heart and I look forward to seeing you all very soon!
• Treatment of over 200 paediatric patients
• Helped run a clubfoot clinic to manipulate/cast/brace babies’ clubfoot deformity
• Sponsored mothers of clubfoot babies by funding taxi money for those traveling far distances for treatment
• Purchased therapy and play supplies for the pediatrics ward
• Equipment/supplies donated to outpatient clinic at Bedford Hospital
• Helped coach a 10-14 yr old boys’ soccer team and purchased uniforms for the team to allow them to play in a local league
• Donated soccer balls to several different soccer teams
• Taught inservice lectures to local physical therapists and assistants
ENKOSI!! (Thank you in Xhosa)
We must not, in trying to think about how we can make a big difference, ignore the small daily differences we can make which, over time, add up to big differences that we often cannot foresee.
~Marian Wright Edelman











